Loneliness

I had the song-"Lonely, Im so lonely, Im Mr. lonely, I have nobody, to call my own" (by Akon) as ringtone for 3 years. At that time, I liked the way the child scream in this song. Few months back, realized the core feeling of loneliness, probably it was like-

Loneliness nibbles at night

The whole inside

Days too just pass by

Its hard to stay alright

Pain cannot be hide

Whom to care

Nobody to share

Remembering the past lies

With the tired eyes

Tears keep reeling

With an eternal feeling

I curse and curse and curse

Expecting much worse

To feel the same pain

Again and again

Sacrifices I made

Without being paid

Decisions were so wrong

Now regret is the only song

Emptiness prevails

And loneliness trails

And now it defines me

Crying over what I used to be

Smile has faded

With mind degraded

trusting nobody

Pushing me to be lonely

This path so empty

“Solitude is fine but you need someone to tell that solitude is fine.” 

― Honoré de Balzac